Soon, it will be my 25th year on this Earth. Over the years, I had endured countless memories and experience that taught me to be stronger and braver in facing reality. Yup, living like an average does not make you any special at all.
Most likely, I just want to be myself all the time. I just want to feel "real me". The one who does not have to think of what other people think of me. However, I have my dreams which are yet to fulfill due to time constraint and money issues. It is difficult to achieve your dreams when you are not financially robust. Nevertheless, money and wealth can be found if one really wants to search for it.
As for her, maybe she is not there yet, but I am pretty sure that one fine day, we will belong together. Pretty much like HDIMYM (you know what it means, if you watch TV's).
What did I achieve for this 25th milestone? I could confidently say, not much. But, I have these not-so-much achievements to put to my personal hall of fame.
-I managed to travel with my families, friends and on a student exchange programme
-I completed my Grade 8 Piano and have performed in many occasions since high school
-I won Going Places Letter of the Month which enabled me to have a set of tea collection of world-famed Noritake
-I won Kong Zhi Corporate Song Competition. (I already listed to the remastered version and I really love it). Thanks UM and Kong Zhi.
-I was part of the debating team and for that reason, I was never afraid of the stage or audience again. Still I could feel the coldness and nervousness because I could never eliminate stage fright. How ironical this statement is!!!
What did I not get in life?
-No MBBS/MD for me. Not my luck to be in this field, in this world to say the least. This hurts me the most and for my whole life.
-No overseas degree scholarships after SPM. This hurts me a lot and surely will until my last breath.
Last but not least, I too shall make a book that chronicles my livelihood ever since I was born. No matter how trivial my life is, it is still different than other people because every people has their own story.
To more glorious moments in my life and good things in the future.
Life is short, so make it as memorable as possible.
p/s: If I cannot be a medical doctor in this world, maybe in akhirah I can be one. Insya-allah in Jannah, you can ask for anything, right?
