Readers,
Tjere is no way I will remain single forever. You know there is a senior colleague who is still until now, in his 50's remain single. Nauzubillah min zalik.
It is not that I want to condescend towards him but I think, we should not just focus way too much to our work.
To be honest, I would rather slack off in my work (not in a bad way, just that I try my best in my work) than not to focus on my personal life. Biarlah, I had enough of schooltime push situation. When you your reach worklife period, it will never be a fullstop in your work.
You just got to try to do to your bwst capability only. If you can't then you just can't.
Insyallah I will find my own happiness soon but not too far before it turns hazy and grey.