2015. What a year it had been. As
for me, 2015 was the most frustrating and challenging year for me so far. I
just could not hold to my maxim of living life to the fullest simply because
the opportunities were slowly diminishing from my sight.
However, I keep reminding myself
that maybe God has something better than what I had planned previously. But,
the question of the day remains, for how long do I need to stay strong holding
myself from feeling deeply disappointed for net getting what I have wanted thus
far.
So, I presume I need to look
around at all opportunities that are available. But, given the current oil
price route, declining ringgit, and persistence absence of job intakes in the
Government and Private Sector, surely all these factors have so far hit me down
towards the bottom of the ocean. Again, I need to stay strong and contain that
sad feeling so that I can remain steadfast on this long-winding road as what
life calls it.
This study program is just not
that giving me the persuasion or the pathways that can lead my future to a
better state nor the jobs are easily available during this current situation.
Only Allah knows this feeling. Only He that I could express all my regrets and
sadness after all these months or years of intermittent challenges.
There are not much things that I
want to achieve in life as per career wise. I opted for medicine, pilot/airport
management, diplomats/ptd, and central bankers/government investment funds
officers (finance-related). All of these options were no longer present as time
had left these behind. But I do believe in the power of Him as He can redirect
you anywhere that he wants. And so I pray that 2015 would never ever happen
again the future.
And even if it happens, I would
make sure that I know that I can learn from experience as I grow older day by
day.
I do hope 2016 will give me a new hope and faith in life.
