pain in life

the rain is drizzling the moment i write this post. let me begin with today's post with this simpe,yet meaningful word. PAIN. I believe that everyone has heard this word before. It sounds really harsh to some because this phrase has affected people's lives. but to me, this means that every one has to be stronger than before. that is why the saddest moment of their lives have made each of them more approacheable to future. I believe that it does not refer solely to one's feelings or thoughts,it can include a whole bunch of exam's results, losing someone from incidents, knowing the bitter truth that you have an untreatable disease. hrmmm. I always keep thinking of this, but it is the parcel of everyone's life. Every cloud has its silver lining.

As for Asasi UM, LIFE can be quite challenging because juggling with studies of 8 subjets is not that easy. Never mind, after 5 gruelling months, those moments surely be treasured. Soon after, all of us will be leaving Pasum, as what people love to say. About the degree courses right after asasi, I can see that all of the faculties have their own pros and cons. What I can say is that, I SERIOUSLY could not figure out what I am going to be in the future. Sounds scary,though but that is what I am thinking right now. another feeling of sighness. dentistry, medicine, engineering and even computer science faculty, all are giving and driving me nuts.

What ever it is, I plan to make use what I already have. I really and seriously thought of using my piano skills to teach other, or at least make people want to listen to this sort of music as a way of therapies. I just dont want to waste my money and the funds that have been invested on me just to finish my Grade 8 Piano without contributing something significantly. By the way, I skipped my grade in order to complete my Grade 8 in shorter time and saved my money from being used to pay the examiner from England and Royal School of Music, UK.

In the future, I really hope that I could have my music shop, selling all sorts of pianos and also other musical instruments, and also teaching people to play their favourite musical items. aPART from that, my Kumon experience should not be left just like that. I aspire to enter the Kumon Completer's Club in Malaysia, precisely in order to share opinios and views with other completers from the whole country. I feel quite upset because supposedly I joined the club right after I completed the English Programme in January 2008, but I have to enter the boarding school. So, there is simply no way that I could participate the activities that are conducted bt the completers. Currently, there are 267 completers in English, 150 in Mathematics and 11 in Chinese. Besides I also want to open the Kumon Centre in some places because I could see the prospect as a Kumon Operator is pretty wide, plus the income keeps increasing because peolpe keep sending their children to Kumon.

Even if I dont be a doctor nor an engineer, I still have these back up plans. So, I hope that in the future, I probably would be able to achieve this degree of satisfaction.